I can still remember it: The Book Fair. We would receive the Scholastic catalog, and circle everything that looked interesting to us. The school librarian and some moms would set up the library as a bookstore - carts of new books, coloring books, school supplies, stuffed animals, and fake tattoos.
I was in third grade, and I devoured books even then. [Side note: I have finished three books in the past two days. I devour books.] I would leave a different book in each room, and just pick up wherever I left off. You could find my books under my covers, stuffed in the cushions of the couch, on coffee tables, and on the bathroom counter.
At the scholastic book fair my mom purchased Gail Carson Levine's "Ella Enchanted", and I was eight years old. Now I am twenty-three, and have read it at least 500 times. That is not an exaggeration by any means. I can easily quote the first line and last line from memory, and if you were to read it aloud, I could quote along with you.
I cannot tell you why I love it so much. It ranks in my "Top 4 List" of "Gone with the Wind", "Jane Eyre", and "Pride and Prejudice". It is that good to me.
But I can tell you about my experiences today.
Gail Carson Levine was doing a book signing at the Provo City Library. When I first saw this, I freaked out. For as long as I can remember, I've wanted to tell Ms. Levine that her book changed me, that it's been my favorite since we took it off the shelf in third grade.
I almost forgot to go to the signing. I thought about it, told my sister-in-laws Hannah and Emma about it a few weeks ago, and then forgot about it again. I've been to the library four times or so in the past month, and was continually reminded about the sign.
Good news, we went. As we left, I almost decided to leave all but "Ella Enchanted" at home, but at the last minute ran back into the house. As Hannah and Emma and I drove to the library (which is only a few blocks from my house), I giggled about how my copy of "The Two Princesses of Bamarre" was waterlogged and squiggly-looking. I also realized that in my rush, I had forgotten to put on my wedding ring and left my cell phone at home.
We arrived about forty minutes early, on purpose. A volunteer was passing out post-it notes for us to write our names on, and I realized that somehow, I only had three books in my bag. I had brought four. Hannah gave me the car keys, and I ran downstairs to check for the book. It wasn't there. I thought, "Maybe it's at home." In my long-sleeved button-up shirt and 70-degree muggy weather, I RAN home. I'm not a runner. But I ran. I heard people laughing in their cars, and just hoped it wasn't at me.
It wasn't in my house. BUT! My wedding ring was. I slipped that on, grabbed my phone, and called Hannah. I asked her to double-check if they were holding it. They weren't. But she said they'd say little prayers for me, and so I did the same. Heavenly Father, I know this is a silly, simple thing. But it means a lot to me.
I was about to cry! "The Two Princesses of Bamarre" is one of my favorites! I love the sisterly-love and I grieved over the loss of my well-loved copy. I ran the rest of the way to the library, checked the car again, and then walking through the parking lot searched the rained-on ground for any sign of my book.
No luck.
I asked the security guard inside, trying to wipe the sweat from my forehead.
No luck.
He sent me to circulation. The girl at the desk went and checked the back, and the second hand on my watch was telling me that I was running out of time! I rebraided my hair so that it would be off my neck.
She came back. No luck.
I went up two flights of stairs, looking for any sign of a missing book. By this point, I felt disgusting. I was too hot, too stressed, and too late. I asked the girl selling brand-new copies if anyone had brought her a copy of my book. She said yes! And said that Mariella had taken it to Lost-and-Found or to Circulation about 15 minutes ago. I had ten minutes left until Ms. Levine showed up for the signing.
Well, rather than run down two flights to circulation AGAIN (I knew it wasn't down there), I looked for Mariella. It was chaos. The Children's Book Festival had a May Pole, kids running around with streamers and faces painted and strollers everywhere... but I found her. She told me that it wasn't in Circulation, but in the Events Office, on the second floor.
Down one flight I went, and I told the man, "That is my book." I must have sounded accusatory, because he handed me the book immediately and said, "Well, they just dropped it off." I think I said thank you, and then I ran up the flight of stairs again.
Seven minutes. Hannah and Emma hugged me, we laughed about how silly it all was and I said I wouldn't tell Hiram yet. I always lose everything.
Gail Carson Levine walked in, small in stature but so influential in words, and sat in a large velveted throne. Even though my name was written on a post-it for her to see, she confirmed that it was "C-E-B-R-E" and asked how it was pronounced. After I said, "Say-bruh", she told me it was a pretty name and she began to sign.
I told her that "Ella Enchanted" has been my favorite book since I was eight years old, and she made some comment and smiled. She finished signing all my copies, and Hannah and Emma and I left, side-stepping the children with ribbons and the May Pole and fairy-tale characters. We took some pictures on the steps, laughed about our mispronunciations of her book titles, and climbed back in the car.
"And so, with laughter and love, we lived happily ever after."
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Friday, May 17, 2013
Lovin' Looks
A few months ago, my grandma told me that I looked at Hiram with the same adoring love that First Lady Nancy Reagan looked at Ronald Reagan. Like he was the entire universe and could do no wrong.
As they were discussing this once, my grandpa turned to my grandma and said, "Dixie, why don't you look at me like Nancy looked at Ronald?"
My grandma replied, "I will when you're president."
It's nice to know where some of my sassiness came from. But really, why would I NOT look at Hiram like Nancy looked at Ronald?
Look at the love his looks give me.
He is everything.
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| Nancy looking at Ronald |
As they were discussing this once, my grandpa turned to my grandma and said, "Dixie, why don't you look at me like Nancy looked at Ronald?"
My grandma replied, "I will when you're president."
It's nice to know where some of my sassiness came from. But really, why would I NOT look at Hiram like Nancy looked at Ronald?
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| Hiram looking at me |
He is everything.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Creating Beauty
A quote that has been resonating in me lately is the following:
I was especially sad thinking that someday my own children will not receive the beautifully wrapped gifts from Grandma Allen (she used to say, "The package is better than the present..."), wouldn't see her roses and pink and lace. Hiram would never see how much she did for everyone without a single complaint. They wouldn't experience her creativity, her compassion, and her service. As I spoke with and listened to other family members, I realized that she has always made things beautiful. She has always been compassionate.
My dad spoke of how my Grandma would often say, "You got that from me" or "You didn't get that from me". The first phrase meant that she was proud of you, the second meaning the opposite. I had heard her say these often, but had given very little thought to the significance of it.
Anyway, as the month has passed, I'm still mourning her. Every time I see a rose I'm reminded of her, and it's hard all over again.
But I realized that I can "get" something from her -- I hope that I have inherited a sliver of her selfless service, and her creativity as well.
In short, I hope I have inherited her ability to "create beauty and [be] compassionate to others". Perhaps in doing those things, I can still be close to Grandma, and emulate all of her wonderful qualities that I want my future family to experience.
So, while I know President Uchtdorf meant many things by "create beauty", here is a bit of beauty I've been trying to create through crafts, which is something Grandma did and taught all of us grandchildren (even the boys crocheted!) to love.
I was going to use this rosette and others to cover the stain, but got too busy to make more. That will have to wait for summer!
Third, I made my own "Peter Pan Collar" or flat collar necklace. I've never really made a tutorial before, but thought I would try...
Disclaimer: I am NOT a seamstress. I was taught how to use a sewing machine, but the last time I sewed anything with one I was heavily on medication as I had just gotten out of surgery. Silly me. Anyway, my steps are crude, but logical. My stitches are also crude, but hold.
My dear sisters, I have a simple faith. I believe that as you are faithful and diligent in keeping the commandments of God, as you draw closer to Him in faith, hope, and charity, things will work together for your good. I believe that as you immerse yourselves in the work of our Father—as you create beauty and as you are compassionate to others—God will encircle you in the arms of His love. - Dieter F. Uchtdorf; Happiness, Your HeritageI reread these words just after my grandmother's passing last month. I was having a really hard time. Of course, Hiram was being amazing and loving, but I still was grieving.
I was especially sad thinking that someday my own children will not receive the beautifully wrapped gifts from Grandma Allen (she used to say, "The package is better than the present..."), wouldn't see her roses and pink and lace. Hiram would never see how much she did for everyone without a single complaint. They wouldn't experience her creativity, her compassion, and her service. As I spoke with and listened to other family members, I realized that she has always made things beautiful. She has always been compassionate.
My dad spoke of how my Grandma would often say, "You got that from me" or "You didn't get that from me". The first phrase meant that she was proud of you, the second meaning the opposite. I had heard her say these often, but had given very little thought to the significance of it.
Anyway, as the month has passed, I'm still mourning her. Every time I see a rose I'm reminded of her, and it's hard all over again.
But I realized that I can "get" something from her -- I hope that I have inherited a sliver of her selfless service, and her creativity as well.
In short, I hope I have inherited her ability to "create beauty and [be] compassionate to others". Perhaps in doing those things, I can still be close to Grandma, and emulate all of her wonderful qualities that I want my future family to experience.
So, while I know President Uchtdorf meant many things by "create beauty", here is a bit of beauty I've been trying to create through crafts, which is something Grandma did and taught all of us grandchildren (even the boys crocheted!) to love.
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First, I made a simple spring wreath. The twine was left over from maybe wrapping Christmas Gifts. I didn't even untie it, I just crossed it across the middle and looped it back onto itself, making a smaller circle. Then I wove wire flowers through it that Grandma Allen gave me last year for my birthday.
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Second, I made a little rosette. The story is, I accidentally spilled some jewelry cleaning solution that's bright blue on a quilt coverlet we received as a wedding gift from my mom... and even after a few oxyclean soaks, I still couldn't get it out.I was going to use this rosette and others to cover the stain, but got too busy to make more. That will have to wait for summer!
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| You can see the tutorial for the flat rosette I made at this blog. |
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Disclaimer: I am NOT a seamstress. I was taught how to use a sewing machine, but the last time I sewed anything with one I was heavily on medication as I had just gotten out of surgery. Silly me. Anyway, my steps are crude, but logical. My stitches are also crude, but hold.
For organizational purposes, I will be calling the pieces of the collar what they are labeled in the picture below:
1. Choose how wide you want your collar to be, and draw a pattern on a piece of paper, and then cut it out. Fold your background fabric in half vertically, and then in half horizontally. Trace your pattern onto the fabric. Cut out the fabric according to the pattern you designed. Make sure you leave the place where the ties go and the center un-cut. They should still be attached.
2. Open up the fabric. You should be looking at a collar with the center still connected and the two ends where the ties go still connected.
3. Cut out lace so that it is just slightly larger than the pattern. Place the lace inside of the collar that you just unfolded.
4. Stitch the top of the collar on the lace to ONE side of the background fabric.
5. After you've stitched the top to one side of each part of the "w", stitch both the front and the back of the collar to the lace at the bottom of the "w". You can go all the way across the collar.
To finish:
6. Starting up where the ties go, stitch the top of the right back collar to the lace. Stop about an inch from the center. Repeat this for the left side. What you should see is the entire collar sewn together, except for two 1-inch sections on the back side at the center.
7. Using a pencil or another thin and long item, slowly push your collar inside-out. You should slowly see the lace pushing through, and should be able to do this one side at a time, like in the picture below.
8. After you have turned both sides of the collar right-side out, stitch up the remaining inch or so on each side with thread the color of your background, so that it doesn't show.
9. Stitch two equally-lengthed ribbons onto ends of your collar. You can choose thick ribbon, and any color length. I wanted mine to be less noticeable, so I used about 5 inches of thin black ribbon.
10. Embellish if you desire (I tied a bow), and wear!
Voila! A Peter Pan Collar Necklace in ten steps! Of course, you can be more precise and sew a little more cleanly, but I'm happy with it!
The first time I wore it, I received multiple compliments on my "cute shirt"!
| Here's the collar with a white shirt from Old Navy |
| Here's the collar with a black shirt from Shade Clothing Don't judge the white peeking out... I hand-stitched this. |
How do you create beauty?
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